Do you have an introvert room?

Introversion is a personality trait characterized by a focus on internal feelings rather than on external sources of stimulation. While introverts and extroverts are often viewed in terms of two extreme opposites, the truth is that most people lie somewhere in the middle of the extroversion-introversion continuum.

introvertsI’ve always seen myself as borderline between introvert and extrovert. I need to spend quite a bit of time alone, but too much can be, well, too much.         I’m also painfully aware when I’ve spent too much time with others, feelings of anxiety and discomfort overwhelm me, and if left unattended, become unbearable.

The biggest bonus to me with retirement is that I can finally CHOOSE how much time I want to spend alone or with others, and also who I wish to spend that time with. Quality becomes paramount. Unfortunately, the people I would most like to spend time with are back in Fort Collins working. So, after moving to a new part of Colorado recently, I  have been studying the process of retirement and making new friends after age sixty.

Mike and I are the absolute best of friends, but I know how important it is not to depend too much on your significant other to meet all of your friendship needs. That can be a relationship killer in the long run. Besides, I really am a fairly gregarious person sometimes. I enjoy going into La Veta and hanging out with the women who run The Silk Road. They are so warm and welcoming to a newcomer like me. The women at the new realty in town are also nice, and I have found a few friendly people up in the foothills where we live.

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Then I go home and enjoy my introvert room, the room where I write each morning. I have filled this small room with pictures, sayings and mementos from sixty years of living. I love sitting here looking around the room reminiscing, and feeling safe in my introverted cocoon. No one can touch me here, and I am free to let my imagination run wild, a bit like Virginia Woolf’s “A Room of One’s Own.”

Here in my safe place I like to challenge myself with questions like, “What do you want to happen today?” “Who would be fun to hang out with?” “What kind of interactions nurture my soul?” “Who do I know who makes me laugh a great big belly laugh?”

There I can find so much contentment! It sometimes seems I was custom made for retirement, because I don’t need or want much from the outside world. I don’t need much ego-building admiration, just the occasional friendly encouragement.

office-politics-knifeI’ve noticed that some claim not to have enough money to retire, when in fact their real problem is that they can’t imagine not being around people all day. I never liked most of what happened among my fellow workers. My experience was that of envy, back-biting and office politics, which got me in the end, because I wouldn’t play their kiss-ass games.       You have to earn my respect, it cannot be bought.

Being a careful observer of human behavior, and aware of ulterior motives definitely has its drawbacks. Retirement and being a writer suits my character so much better. So glad I finally found my place in the world…

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How did I end up here, feeling so fortunate?

It’s a long story, one I can now share with you!

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6 thoughts on “Do you have an introvert room?

  1. Great article. I’m SUCH the introvert, which keeps me from participating in activities where the extroverts go. Such a fish out of water. But i do look forward to the possibility of finding “my people”. Im 58 yrs old, been looking for a long long time. In the meantime I love my time alone. But where…. hmmm…. where wld I find you introverted creative high-minded contented and hilarious people??? I have been known to portion out fodder for full belly laughs lasting long enough to empty eyes of tears, build abdomenal muscles, and cause jaw pain.

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  2. Thanks for pointing out the sliding scale between extrovert and introvert. I’m fascinated by how the intro-extro trait is playing out among my grandchildren. In one family, the three grand kids don’t seem to need any “alone” time. Everyone is always gathered in the living room and den. In the other family, my grand child craves time by herself. She is miserable if she can’t retreat to her own space. When she comes to visit us (she lives in a city far from us) she has targeted spots in our house where she knows she can have privacy and quiet. I’m very respectful of that need since I have it, too–especially when we have visitors in the house.
    Enjoyed your post.

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  3. Yes Penpen, I think most struggle with finding the right balance and respecting that balance in others. That’s why I loved a quote I saw once that said something like, good partners are custodians of each other’s solitude.

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