I’ve been thinking about a number of things lately. Confrontations with your own mortalitycan do that to a person. Questions arise like how proud am I of myself and my life thus far, regardless of what anyone else thinks? Yes, I know, I can be a bit cerebral at times.
Then I heard a truly thought-provoking quote that made me laugh out loud the other night. The story was about how so many Americans came out to the western frontier in the late 1800s either because they were “trying to lose themselves,” as in avoiding Civil War conscription, “or to find themselves.” This cracked me up! It hit the nail on the head in terms of why I moved out of the city and chose to retire in rural southern Colorado.
I should probably preface this with my eternal fascination with frontier life. For as far back as I can remember I played “pioneer woman” on the playgrounds of my elementary schools in Kansas. I loved watching TV shows like Wagon Train and Rawhide, or any movie about frontier life. I grew up on the books of Laura Ingalls Wilder,and when I got older I loved reading the journals of women who came out west in covered wagons.
When I started my writing career, I published a few magazine articles about how many came out West simply to escape tuberculosis in the cities back East.Most don’t know that TB was the leading cause of death in the world in the late 1800s and early 1900s, before penicillin was discovered in the late 1920s. Many came in hopes of a change in fortunes too, like discovering silver or gold and getting rich quick.
This is the process of getting back to that vulnerable child you were when you were young and impressionable. It feels sometimes like getting back to your original soul and appreciating it for the first time, a spiritual downsizing from the burdens of our past…
What a glorious discovery this can be!
I’m a newcomer to rural southern Colorado. After two years I decided to compile a short journal about the ups and downs of moving from a good-sized city to rural America to build a passive solar retirement home in the foothills:
Please share this information with your friends if they are considering similar life changes. Feel free to contact me directly to discuss any of these challenges, and to order your own signed copies of any of my books! Cheers, Laura Lee (email me: MidlifeCrisisQueen@gmail.com)
4 thoughts on “The Lives of Frontier Women (and me)”
I have been trying so hard to get back to my original soul.
Take the time to focus on this daily. Value this discovery and you will get back to it…I promise!
Really thought provoking. Beautiful and adorable pictures. I love to read too about pioneer women and thank god I was born now instead of then because I would be so dead! I used to do business in Montana and Alaska and there people can still reinvent themselves. Asking a lot of personal background questions is not really encouraged. I heard a few stories about husbands who went missing in Alaska. When I finally asked where they all went I was told, maybe the woods, maybe the river, maybe they got drunk and froze but in EVERY case the missing husbands were not good men that anyone looked hard to find. I am not saying Alaskan women kill their husbands, I am saying it is a state where abusive behavior towards women has its own set of consequences!
Yes Haralee, I know in my heart that I wouldn’t have lasted a day as a real pioneer woman. I hate bugs and snakes! LOL! But the idea of leaving everything you know behind and realizing that you might never return. These were some courageous tough chicks!